That_Gurl

Soundtrack 2 My Life
2012-07-14 02:34:39 (UTC)

Can't Wait for School! :( :(

So tired of summer now...Everything that was supposed to happen has happened. Now it's seems like my life has hit a crossroad. As if I am stagnant now. Everyone else is getting to do what they want, and here I am stuck in some sort of a Teenage Limbo :/
I don't really know what to do. My boyfriend of seven months has become too busy with his friends. My friends have also become busy with their own lives. I understand their lives don't revolve around me and what I want. But I wish I could be with them.
I've always had to be up under my family all the time. Even though none of us really spend time together.
Don't get me wrong, I love them. No matter what they say or do. But sometimes I just want to get out for a bit. Even if it's just hanging out with a friend or two...
I enjoy where I live, but I miss the people back where I used to live too. I just feel lonely sometimes. No one to talk to or have fun with. And I don't want that to be limited to just my family either.
Anyway, maybe when school starts I'll feel better. I've had alotta pain to build up inside these past few months. I haven't told anyone. Except my boyfriend. But we all know how that goes...


School might make me busy as well. I hate homework and the such, but I need my mind to be occupied. An idle mind is the devil's playground....




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