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2012-06-16 19:33:56 (UTC)

is having a boyfriend waste of time?

Tomarow i leave not going to write for a while. parents are coming to pick me and nina up :/ i was looking at 15 dresses form my party i think i have an idea on what i want it to look like...i dont think im going to have any guy dancers cuz i know they dont want to becuase yup..mybe i have only girl dancers cuz i have more girlfriends than guy friends. Sometimes i wonder how it would be like to have a boyfriend,yes,i never had one,i made a promise to myself not to have one till im 15..well,im thinking of changing it.(lol) my friends always say im going to stay a virgin till im 45 lol cuz they know im scared of everything! even when i talk to a guy! one time i tired talking to a guy...Didn't work out realy he looked at me like i came from another plant.my friends think im the inecint,one cuz i get A's and B's and two, never had a boyfriend,my friends say im weird but in a "good" way..wonder what that means?? is it like "unique"? (lol) just wondering on how my frist boyfriend will be like..do i realy need a boyfriend? is it just a waste of high school time? *Thinking*:/

Sincerly,
The Nerdy One




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