Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2012-05-16 23:16:41 (UTC)

My Dreams, Difference between me and others.

Well, today it was a normal day... I woke up early, went to school, on the way to school I always listen to music on my cell-phone, I always go by bus to school.

This afternoon I should've studied Math, but I started to watch a movie on tv and forgot completly about math, the thing is that the movie was very cool and funny, ahh, I watched the whole movie in english and understood 70% :).


My school is really boring, on the break there is NOTHING to do, everybody just stays talking and walking, actually I think I am not the only one who thinks this way, I've realized, lately, that there are many others who also get alone on the break, just like me sometimes, I think of to start to talk to them but, what could we talk about? when their minds are so different from mine?

Maybe I am not the only one who feels alone, maybe everybody feels like me, maybe it's normal to feel like this in my age, if it is PLEASE, SEND ME FEEDBACK!

At school I talked to the same people as always, why don't I try to make new friends?... maybe because I think they don't like me, It seems I am different from them and I don't have anything in common with them, they think so different from me, I dream of so many others things but for them these things seem to be impossible, I have so many dreams: I wanna meet foreigners, another people, cultures, languages, I want to travel the world, but them... well, I don't know all of them very well but probably they just want a ''normal'' life, they want to get a simple job, make a home, get married and have kids and live the rest of their life here, without any other perspective, at least that's what I think of them, at least most of them think like this. So many of them are getting married so young... but with me it'll be different I wanna live a life from a new perspective, wanna meet lots of people, learn new languages, learn new things and maybe one day I can live in New York, maybe to get married to some american girl or Brazilian, well, her nacionality doesn't matter, I wanna have kids, but just when I am older, about 32, I dream of to have a beautiful family, I think about my kids, their names would be Claire, Peter and Noah lol, I'd teach them to speak english and portuguese ahhaha, I know, I know, it seems I am crazy but that's what I think, that's what I want one day, but not now, before to have a family I wanna enjoy my life, I wanna travel the world. Maybe that's the difference between them and me, our dreams.




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