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My heart in a knot
2012-03-30 15:26:07 (UTC)

update

Hello : )

I wanted to come here and update everything that has been going on with me since I last wrote. I had fallen into a pretty depressed state of mind for a while after continuing to read the news about the case in Florida, I feel almost changed by it.

I've been studying non-stop, I am now happy to say I have the hang of this section in math which at first I was terrified about. I will have my test on Tuesday then after that we have only 2 more test then I'll be done with that math!!

In Biology things are also going well, I haven't had much time to study for my upcoming test which is also on Tuesday because I had been working so hard on math but I will take the time to know the material, and I'm not too worried about it because this section is actually interesting. After this coming test I will have 2 more test and one is take home so that is perfect. I will also have another lab exam and I think that is it but I'm not completely sure. Right now my grade is a "B" but I'm really wanting to get a "A".

My plan for the summer is to take my last two classes that are required for graduation, at first I didn't want to because I didn't want it to be too much pressure, plus the time of the class is in the middle of the day which makes it hard to work around my work schedule. But I've decided that I really want to graduate NOW and not hold it off by taking 1 class or none, so I'm going to cut my hours back at work, which I when I think about it I don't mind that much because I haven't had a summer break from working in a long time. I'm hoping to get into something fun this summer.


Also Project 365 is starting to look better, which I'm so happy about, I'm really starting to know how to better use my camera and get the best shot without having to take 100 photos at a time.


I'm really excited about being done with classes, that's what I'm looking forward to the most, even though I am not graduating from school for good I will be finishing something that should of been finished about 2 years ago so I'm just happy I'm getting it done now and not putting things off. Right now my plan is to apply to a local university here, it's not one I originally wanted to go to, and it is the one my parents want me to go to (but haven't really directly said it) I've decided to give it a try, but I will also apply to other places as well.

I feel almost too excited to the point that I don't want to get my hopes up, I still have to pass the two classes I'm in then deal with a harder math and my online class during summer term which may or may not be stressful. I'm ready to start living my life but I don't feel secure yet, for some reason I feel that if I have my degrees that I can start to feel more secure.

So right now that is my plan! I am still working at the same job, and I guess it works out since they are going to be the best at working with my class schedule.

I still haven't found anyone to fall in love with, but I'm working on that too.


My favorite holiday (Easter) is coming up soon. I don't like it for religious reasons, but it has always been a holiday that I loved as a child, I think because the excitement and beauty of spring time with colorful eggs and cute bunnies. I plan on painting some Eggs for Easter this year and using it as my P365 photo. It kinda sucks though because I don't have Easter off (I never seem to have a holiday off), but I'll find some time before or after work to celebrate.

Well I can't think of much else that is going on with me right now, I still haven't been going out and enjoying the nice spring day as I would like but my school work has priority plus I stress too much if I'm out enjoying something and I have a test coming up, I'm always kicking myself if I don't do as good as I thought I would because I was spending my time "having fun" instead of studying, lol, so I'm going to study, I have this last month of April then classes end about the 5th of May, then I start Summer classes about 2 weeks from the end of spring semester.




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