rainy

My heart in a knot
2011-10-28 21:34:22 (UTC)

99% of stress

So I just had to come here and write. Today was such a stressful day!!

first off my car has been giving me problems. I had to stop driving it and go back home and drive my sisters car to work. And I don't yet know what's wrong with it, but before taking it to the shop I'm going to get my dad to look at it, maybe he can take it to the shop. I tend to think when a single woman walks into a auto shop the people working there think they can take advantage of her. I've noticed this trend.

So I was a hour late to work, then they stuck me outside in the freezing cold for 4 hours!! they could of switched us out so I didn't have to stay outside for long but they didn't and I hated my job so much I wanted to quit right there. Now it seems like I'm developing a cold.. I didn't realize it but I think now the reason why my car is having problems is because I drive so far to get to work, nearly 30 mins! But at the time it was the only job I could find.

Now it feels like Im developing a cold. I'm going to take some tea tomorrow and wear heavier clothing. The only reason why I'm not quitting my job after that experience is because of the 99% thing I keep hearing about..

a lot of people are unemployed and they keep saying there are not enough jobs.. I think it's strange actually... It seems that it's more of a issue of over population then anything else.. of course people are dying everyday.. so there has to be jobs available..

I'm still alive.. I'm still not living on my own, so I feel like I am a part of the 99%.. if I didn't have my parents to support me then I would be in a much worst situation. possibly.


The entire thing is about money but I feel that it is money that got us in this situation.. and I tend to stress about things a lot more then most people..

Now I'm stressed about money and keeping and getting a job if I loose my job, there are some things I need to change about myself if I want to be better equipped to survive out here... the world is crazy..


I have been missing some people who I met from this site.. I hope they are ok.





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