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My heart in a knot
2011-10-03 15:54:55 (UTC)

Saturday

So this past Saturday I met linda for the first time. She's the girl I was talking to online. We went to an event and sean came along, he brought his son with him and it turned out to be an interesting experience.

First off.. I really didn't hit it off with this girl. She and I had absolutely no energy between us. I don't feel really bad about that though, but I am disappointed because I really do want to meet new people, so I guess this was a small start.

I arrived at her house kind of late because I had to stop and get gas and my GPS was making me do a bunch of looping. Then I finally got there and parked in the wrong spot.. anyway finally I knocked on her door and she opens it smiling, wearing a green shirt and earrings. My very first reaction was her height, she said she was 5'4'' but honestly she looked about 5'2'' I like to compare people to myself based on their height and 5'4'' is not a huge difference. Kay was 5'4'' but seemed taller so one of them is wrong about their height.

I went inside and she kept apologizing for her place being "messy" and unorganized. I was trying to figure out why she was apologizing because her place looked fine to me, she should see my room or have seen my car before I cleaned it out for her lol.

Anyway.. she has 2 cats and two dogs. Her dog barked at me and she seemed to think it was strange that her dog barked at me because she said her dog doesn't usually bark at women. I thought that was weird because I really don't believe that dogs react around people differently because of their gender. But she seemed to think it was a huge strange event.

I went outside eventually and waited for her in my car. Eventually she came out and we left. Sean was meeting us, but at the time I didn't know he was bringing his son along. But I did her a kid in the background but didn't know it was him.

He was late arriving because he had gone to the wrong place. So when we arrived she paid for my ticket because I paid for parking. I didn't really care it was only $7, I didn't plan on buying anything from there anyway besides my ticket and parking.

Then when we got in she got obsessed with trying to figure out the layout of the place. With the map in the book, which I can almost understand wanting to know where everything is, but It seemed irrelevant to me, she even got mad because I told her the wrong direction. Eventually we just walked away the layout was not that confusing to me. We looked at the booths that were around and I wanted to go watch the dancing but all she wanted to do was look around, and eventually we parted ways which was irritating to me.

I went to watch the dancing and waited for sean and he eventually arrived. I was happy to see sean because the girl was frustrating me. But I was surprised to see his son because I had never met him before, I think he is almost 3 now.


So eventually we all met up together and suddenly she seemed to want to hang out with me again, but for the most part I would say she didn't want to be around me, which was irritating.

Anyway to make a long story short, and to help my horrible story telling skills, we around around and saw things, she bought a bunch of stuff and sean and I tried to get free stuff, his son was very active and ran all over the place.


Some of it was fun but all I wanted to do was watch the dancing but didn't want to seem like I was the one who didn't want to hang out with them..

blah blah blah.. then we left and I dropped her off at her house, but was irritated because she and I were not getting along like I had hoped.

I suggested that we not talk anymore in email the other night and all she said was why, anyway I need to focus on other things, for one my school work, then meeting people on campus and getting involved in more community projects. etc etc..

Today I got some really nice clothes, including a nice sweat shirt to wear when it get's really cold, but I wasn't able to find a jacket that I liked which was disappointing, but the other clothes I got were great.

Tomorrow I don't have geology class so that means I will have the entire day off, of course I still have to study, so I'm not sure yet what I'll do.


I also got a great new flash for my camera, I love it and it gives me the lighting that I want.

I'm about to go to my class now.. my cell phone is finally working but I doubt I will keep up with the bill because my pay is irregular.




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