worthless lil painslut

my submissive life
2011-07-29 03:17:53 (UTC)

Creativity

The rules are about control. They serve to remind me that at all times my Dom is in control whether physically present with me or not. They serve to remind me that I am submissive to him at all times whether asleep or awake and in all places whether at work or home. I have to have the rules memorized. I also have to have copies posted on my fridge, my bathroom mirror, in the glove compartment of my car, and saved on my desktop at work under the name “Sub”. The list is also by no means exclusive. My Dom reserved the right to punish me for any general misbehaviors not specifically addressed by this list.

Rules:
1. Always address Dom as “Sir.”
2. Always be naked while home.
3. Sleep 7-8 hours a night, no more and no less.
4. Email daily food plan to Dom by 8am every morning. Dom will approve plan or make changes. Once approved, food plan must be adhered to. Must accept all changes without argument.
5. All meals at home must be eaten on hands and knees from dog bowl on the kitchen floor.
6. On non-working days, email Dom by 9am with plans for the day and to request dress code. Dom will provide dress code for the day and dress code must be adhered to without argument.
7. Must text Dom to request permission to go out after work. Dom will grant or deny permission or provide conditions. Conditions must be obeyed.
8. Exercise one hour every day.
9. Email Dom by 8pm if requesting permission to masturbate that night. If permission is granted, Dom will provide specific instructions about how masturbation is to be done and instructions must be followed. If permission is denied, must stand in corner for 30 minutes before going to bed.
10. Keep house clean at all times.
11. Always carry the following items in purse: butt plug, nipple clamps, rubber pig-nose, and handcuffs.
12. Never delete naughty/compromising pictures from phone or computer.
13. Respond to all calls/texts/emails from Dom within 10 minutes.
14. Confess all infractions to Dom within one hour.
15. During the day, paddle must be on display laid on top of bed; when sleeping, paddle must be under pillow. Kiss paddle before going to sleep and upon waking.
16. Must get permission from Dom before cutting/coloring hair, buying new undergarments, or watching R rated movies.

My Dom would often use these rules to test my obedience, or just to torment me for his pleasure. While he would usually approve my food plan if it was healthy enough, once in a while he would alter it to something less enjoyable just to test or torment me. For example, he might give me a food plan that only allowed me to eat oatmeal for breakfast, lunch, and dinner or he would have me drink milk out of a baby bottle. Similarly with my weekend dress code, most times I would be allowed to dress appropriate to my plans for the day, but occasionally he would direct me to wear something bizarre like little girl clothes to walk around the mall or wear a cocktail dress to go for a jog. He would then wait to hear whether I willingly humiliated myself for him or willfully violated his instructions and earned a punishment.

I usually have a 50/50 chance of being allowed to masturbate. But my Dom is very creative when providing instructions on how to do it. Some methods so far have included fucking myself with the handle of my toilet plunger; using my vibrator after covering my face/tits/pussy with clothespins; fingering myself while on my hands and knees in front of a mirror and mooing like a cow; scrubbing my clit with a toothbrush covered in bengay; masturbating while sucking on a large butt plug; masturbating after shoving several ice-cubes in my pussy; etc. Sometimes he would also give me a time limit and if I didn’t cum in time I would have to stop and punish myself by spanking my pussy with a riding crop.

Conditions for being allowed to go out after work could be as simple as having to remove my panties and carry them in my purse, or as painful as having to wear tight nipple clamps under my clothes for the duration. Sometimes the conditions came after the night out, such as having to sleep naked on the kitchen floor that night with my hands and ankles cuffed.

With any set of rules there must be a corresponding set of punishments for infractions. I enjoy traditional spankings and paddlings too much for them to be an effective punishment tool. As such, my Dom came up with a series of punishments that promised to be less enjoyable and more effective at instilling discipline.

Punishments:
1. One night sleeping naked in bathtub, no pillow or blanket.
2. One hour kneeling on raw rice.
3. Forced to piss self in public place and walk home.
4. Clothespin attached to clit and yanked off, three times.
5. Caned on tops of thighs, six lashes.
6. Jog three miles with raw rice in shoes.
7. Forced to eat a can of dog food.
8. Handwrite “I promise to be a good little girl” 500 times.
9. Four days cold showers only.
10. Scrub bathroom clean using toothbrush, including floor, sink, tub, and toilet.
11. Large, soapy enema.
12. Piss in glass and drink it.
13. One weekend wearing rubber pig-nose 48 straight hours.
14. 24 hour forced fast.
15. Several drops of Tabasco sauce poured in pussy.
16. One hour sucking on bar of soap.

These punishments would be assigned either randomly or in accordance with the nature of the offense. Getting a parking ticket would result in my drawing lots to see which punishment I would suffer. Oversleeping would likely earn punishment number one; overeating would earn punishment number seven or fourteen; failing to do chores would earn punishment number 10; etc. Naturally, my Dom reserved the right to tweak the punishment depending on the infraction or his general mood. A night spent sleeping naked in the bathtub might also include wearing a very large butt plug. Eating a can of dog food might be done from a bowl on the floor or at a dinner party with numerous friends watching my humiliating punishment.

These are also not the only punishments I would be subjected to, some infractions warranted more immediate correction, or corrections more specific to the infraction. For example, mouthing off to my Dom might earn me an immediate and hard slap across the face and later an hour with a bar of soap in my mouth. Gaining weight might earn me a humiliating session exercising naked in front of my Dom’s friends while being whipped and laughed at.

My beloved traditional spankings and paddlings would have to be earned like to other reward. They were usually denied me until I was begging for them. And when they came they were usually extremely severe, bringing tears and bruises. Nevertheless, I would still beg for them. My Dom’s favorite thing to do is to have me prove to him how much I really want a spanking. He would force me tell him what unpleasantries I’d be willing to endure in exchange for a spanking. I’d have to offer my suffering to earn a taste of the paddle.

The last time I wanted a paddling, I had to humiliate myself in front of several of my Dom’s friends first. He invited them over for a “poker game,” but it was really just a chance for me to prove myself to him. One by one I had to approach his friends and ask them, beg them, to slap me across the face and then spit in my face. Once they obliged, I had to thank them and kiss their feet. My Dom then asked them if I had earned my paddling. Of course they wanted to have a little more fun first. I had to kneel in front of them with my mouth open while they took turns spitting in my mouth. They each then took a second turn slapping my face. Only after they were satisfied was I allowed to bend over and receive the paddle. They were each given a turn with that as well. I was paddled until I was crying and my ass was black and blue. I later learned that my Dom had taken pictures of all the activities that night. He emails them to me periodically to remind me what I humiliation and pain-loving slut I am.




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