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My Life Thus Far
2011-06-12 01:08:20 (UTC)

I Deserve Better Than That

I just got home from work about an hour ago, and of course I have no intentions of putting in my two weeks. I don't even want to. I LOVE working at the Bremerton Y. More than I like working at Haselwood (which I actually enjoy). They're so different and have benefits unique to themselves. I was starting to wonder if maybe Victoria's Secret is the job I should let go of. I know I've worked there for almost 5 years and I do love my discount, but the reality of it is... I kinda HATE working retail with a royal passion. I'm tired of inconsiderate customers. I'm tired of straightening panties. I don't even buy as much as I used to (which is ironic, considering I've never looked better in lingerie in my adult life). I have no idea what I want to do, so I guess I'll just keep plugging along until I can't take it anymore and am forced into making a decision. Right now the three jobs are working out and until I burn out, I can handle it.

It was slow in the weight room, so I got in a pretty respectable workout (a huge perk of working at the Bremerton Y. Can't workout on the clock at Haselwood). I'm up to 260 pounds on the plate loaded leg press, which I think it pretty awesome for a woman new to the weight lifting world :) I also upped my dumbbell weight on the dumbbell bench press. 30 pounders now :) My goal is to lean down as much as physiologically possible for my body type, age and sex. I think 15% is respectable. I have no idea where I'm at now (probably in the 22-24% range... I'm totally guessing). I need to do a body composition test, but I'm a chicken. Last test I did (at 180 pounds, a couple years ago) was 28% body fat and that was super-depressing. I'd already lost so much weight, but was still overweight. It did keep me motivated though. I will never be overweight again! I deserve better than that...




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