Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2011-06-03 06:30:13 (UTC)

I Will Be Forgotten

Just when I thought my 15 minutes of YMCA fame were almost up, I was wrong. I went into a stall to pee and there I was... awesome. Every month they post the YMCA newsletter on the back of all the bathroom stalls. I guess it gives people reading material if they plan on being there awhile. At least with my picture up in the stairwell on the way to cardio, not EVERYONE is going to see it (lots of people don't do cardio, or take the other staircase up), but it's going to be pretty hard to miss me if anyone ever needs to use the bathroom... oh well. It's an honor and I bring inspiration to others through my story. So what if I can't walk 10 feet without getting stopped by someone who wants my advice. Eventually I will be forgotten and I'll be just another gym-goer. Right?

Today was Keenan's last day of playgroup at Holly Ridge :( As much as I complained about having to drive him to and from therapy all the time, I am going to miss it. Between Kiki and Keenan, Holly Ridge has been a part of our lives for a long time. He still has a couple of weeks left of one-on-one therapy (right up until his 3rd birthday). On Monday we have an appointment with the Crownhill Special Needs Preschool for his evaluation. Based on Holly Ridge's exit evaluation, Keenan qualifies for more therapy through the state, but the school district has to come to the same conclusion on their own. I don't know why they just can't go by Holly Ridge's findings, I know they received them because I signed the consent form. I guess we'll see what happens on Monday.

I worked Victoria's Secret today. I don't know if it was because I was (am) feeling a little tired or if maybe people were just especially inconsiderate today, but I HATED working retail with a passion tonight. I felt like I spent hours straightening the same things over and over again. I'd straighten it, walk away, come back a few minutes later and it looked like I'd never touched it. I spent hours on the PINK panty bar and people were tearing it apart right in front of me. I would straighten a drawer, push it back in and they'd pull it right back out and trash it. I'm not sure how many times I asked myself "why are you still working here?" over the course of the night. I know it was a lot. I don't feel like that all the time. But when I do, it takes all of my composure not to say something to the offending person (people) or to just give my two week's notice and give up on the retail biz all-together. I'm going to have to leave VS someday, I just don't know when that day will be. I didn't quite tonight :)

I'm thinking I might have some hormone issues going on. My face is oily and I'm breaking out (not something I'm used to since I started using Bare Minerals a couple years ago), I'm a little more short and oddly enough, my nipples are killing me. No, I'm not pregnant. That isn't even the remotest possibility. If Snookums' vasectomy was going to fail it would have happened 3 years ago, not now. Maybe my period is coming? I'm not sure. Since I started lifting weights it's been somewhat sporadic. I go longer between and their getting lighter. It would be awesome for it to go away all together. I know that can happen to athletes and I would consider myself an athlete.

Tomorrow I work at Haselwood again. If I could handle opening day, then nothing can frazzle me now. Bring it!




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