yes i'm a bitch just not urs

U blew it. .
2011-05-05 07:25:09 (UTC)

birthday

at least its over now. and for that i'm glad.
Just thought of something. I need to back off. He doesn't want me. Has pulled away considerably in the last week. I started comparing. He didn't get me anything for my bday. and i got him tickets to fluffy. Then i though why do i have to be like that. I give because i want to. it makes me feel good I shouldn't feel anxious when i start to compare all the ways he (sarcasm)"spoils" me. when the scales are tipped in my favor. i give and give and give and well he takes....i'm just feeling tired and defeated at the moment. I want to give. but i don't want him to take. I really hate him right now.
backing the fuck off now. love you.




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