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My Life Thus Far
2011-04-30 04:53:02 (UTC)

All Kinds of Imbalanced

I feel off. All day I've been seriously dragging ass. I'm bloated, tired, cranky, I feel flabby and just all kinds of imbalanced. It's PMS. At least I don't have to wonder what's wrong, I already know...

10am, Keenan and I met Snookums at PSD to get new military ID's. Ours expire next week. I'm glad that's done. Snookums tends to procrastinate when it comes to things like that. Last time I couldn't go on base for a week, because he kept forgetting to get it done. Which isn't a huge deal. I only go on base to grocery shop.

I had to d-r-a-g myself through my workout this morning. I couldn't concentrate for shit. My form sucked. I kept spacing out during rest periods (making them too long). I spent an hour and a half in the weight room, but it wasn't a good solid hour of work. More like 30 minutes of lifting, 30 minutes of chatting with people that have seen my Y Story and 30 minutes of space exploration. Lame. I went upstairs to do some cardio. I managed to run a mile around the track, 15 minutes on the ArcTrainer and a sad 5 minutes on the StairMaster. Then I said "fuck it, that's good enough" and went to the sauna to space out a little more. At least I worked up a sweat somehow.

As I was getting ready to shower, they called my name over the intercom to come to Childwatch. Keenan's ears started acting up. He had bloody discharge coming out again. Awesome. I'm starting to think Keenan will never outgrow his ear issues (one of the ladies said her husband had tubes put in at 3 and still to this day has recurring ear infections - at 38 years old). We came home, had some lunch, Keeny took a chewable children's Tylenol and went down for a nap. The discharge stopped and he woke up relatively happy, so I don't know what's going on. I keep making appointments and they keep telling me there's nothing they can do for him. At what point IS there something they can do?

Grocery shopping felt like the most daunting task ever. I had over 60 coupons and if you've ever shopped with coupons, you know how complicated it can be. It didn't help that I couldn't concentrate without a task to accomplish. It took me over two hours. I saved $50 though, so it was worth the added effort.

I have to get up a 5:30am tomorrow and I'm not happy about it at all. During the week I get up at 7am. I shouldn't have to get up earlier on the weekend, but I have a meeting at VS. Then I work at the Y. I hate tomorrow already and it's not even here yet :( Why on earth the meeting has to be tomorrow morning, I don't know. I wish I could think of a good reason to not go, but sadly my work ethic won't allow me to flake out.

Greek yogurt and a mini muffin sound nice right about now. Six small meals a day is hard to keep up with sometimes, but at least I never feel hungry...




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