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My Life Thus Far
Why Tonight?
YES, YES, YES, YES, YES! I decided to take matters into my own hands and I think I made a breakthrough! I had a moment of spontaneity while getting ready for bed tonight. As I was washing off my make-up, taking off my work clothes, I stood in front of the mirror in my bra and panties and decided then and there that I would initiate. I spritzed on some Pure DKNY (Snookums' current favorite scent on me) and I pounced ;) Snookums didn't even see it coming. He was watching some fishing show, eating a toaster strudel.
I actually did enjoy it and this made me wonder... why tonight? What was so different this time compared to the times when Snookums badgered and begged for it? I figured it out. I HATE being told what to do, when to do it. I like to do things on my own terms. Usually before it's asked of me, because once you tell or ask me to do it, I feel like I'm not in control anymore. I love being in control. I'm not sure where I got that from (but my best guess is because I felt so hopelessly powerless until I got out from under my mother's spell at 21). I'm not saying I'm magically nympho again, let's just say it was a step in the right direction ;)
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