rainy

My heart in a knot
2011-03-19 21:56:36 (UTC)

idea

So while browsing some entries here I saw a few people who seemed to be in pain/ suicidal.. and many of them where really young like 13-17 and I know from experience that during thouse years you can have many emotions and it can be so overwhelming...


anyway on to the point, I think it would be a good idea for me to try to become a mentor. -- I'm not really good with kids, I don't have any of my own plus I'm the youngest so I guess I've never really had much experience with kids, in fact I think most mentors are like 30-40 but I suppose I could still try.. I know I would have LOVED to had a mentor growing up, my sister was never much of an influence on me.. and I think I would be a better person today if I could of simply had someone to talk to, so maybe there are people out there like that...


so if you are looking for a pen pal or someone to talk to, then message me!


Of course I also want to do some local community involvement, and maybe work with people with special needs, of course I feel like I would work better with the elderly.. Either way I will give it a try..

Anyway I'm starting to feel very lonely since I stopped talking to sean, but when I think about how he was using me I am reminded that I'm glad to no longer be associating with him. Of course I feel like I took the easy way out, I feel like I should of at least expressed my feelings fully about the way he was treating me to him and given him the opportunity to fix it, and if he continued then to stop talking to him... I think I made the right decision,, of course now I just need to find someone to fill his spot because I really need someone to talk to and hang out with... this is so tragic... no luck wth kay either... she is doing something... I'm not sure what.. I hope I can see her again soon..




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