rainy

My heart in a knot
2010-10-20 13:50:40 (UTC)

Solace

I'm on campus right now, feeling kinda blue. I just got done with my
math exam and I'm not to happy about it, there were a few things I did
not review before the test that made up like 9 problems on the test,
so I ended up trying to work the problem out but was not sure if I had
the right answer or not.

I really hate it here, but right now this is what works for me.

Yesterday I went to home goods and bought $5 worth of lollipops, I
only got the all natural and organic kind (yummy earth organic) and
another brand I had never heard of, it's was actually kind of awkward
at the checkout lane because the lady ringing me up saw them and was
like "OMG you got them! I was going to buy those".. (they were the
last ones) She made me feel really bad for buying them, I told her she
could have them but she said no, and she would not of been able to buy
them until the next day anyway... I was thinking to myself she must be
really broke or is sticking to a really tight budget because they were
only $3.99 for a case of like 22 and I'm sure she get's a discount.
Anyway I took them because I wanted to try them, if she wanted them
she should of hid them from the customers instead of letting them sit
there.

Anyway today has been pretty boring, I've actually been thinking I
want to share my life more here, because I'm so sick of not knowing
anyone, I guess last night I had an opportunity to have a quick
conversation with this girl in my class but I let it slip into the
awkward silence of me walking a foot or so behind her. The main point
is that I want to know people... and you know.... be normal..

idk


I feel like the world is so big and I'm so small that I don't get
noticed..

ok I have to go, it looks like the crappy internet connection here is
about to shut down.




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