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2009-12-12 18:07:32 (UTC)

No surprise.

It hasn't even been two days since we agreed to take a few
weeks apart, I already feel so lost and broken. I don't
know if that's a good thing or not, I miss you so much.
I've been having trouble sleeping these last two nights,
maybe it's a coincidence, or maybe it's because of this. I
feel so out of place being awake without you, i'm sorry if
you felt distant from me, i'm sorry if you feel neglected
because I was always out but what was I meant to do?
Sitting at home in tears with a razor blade wasn't helping
anything.

I don't know what i'm meant to do anymore, I feel so lost
and broken down. I'm expecting to talk to you in a few
weeks and hear how you're back with your ex. I'll never
forgive myself if that happens.

I feel so lonely sleeping without you, how come your arms
are not around me? I said i'm the one, the one to hold
you, but I guess he said that too.

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