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2009-09-02 14:45:54 (UTC)

The pieces of my heart are missing you.

So you told me that we can't be together, that "everyone thinks the same" which I guess means all your friends are on your ex's side. You also said that one day you wanted to be with me though, which is like, complete brain fuck.

Last night I got home late and you were on msn so we talked for a little bit, maybe it was the drink or perhaps the drugs talking, but you were all saying how you were really tired and falling asleep, so I told you I wanted you to fall asleep in my arms and you started crying. I'm not really sure what that means.

I was at my mothers yesterday for dinner, Ed's dad (I think?) picked me up and took us over to JP's where we drank and smoked, a lot, haha. The walk home was quite a mission though, literally 30 minutes up hill while you're that fucked really isn't something I'd recommend.

Today I woke up thinking it was going to be a good day, within 5 minutes I felt kinda lonely. I wish I could of woken up in your arms, I really need you here, I miss you so much baby. The guys in your life really don't understand how lucky they are. How easy they have it being able to see you every day.

I can't see you everyday, free.