Truthful

Finding my flow
2009-07-13 08:47:50 (UTC)

Koshish

What is their in my hands.........
I can only try, so I should do that.
I don't feel like writing a diary but then I need vent out
my
frustration by some means......
I want to talk home, but mummy is little busy.
God, give me strength......
Sometimes I feel why I write my diary in English, I should
use
the language I am more comfortable with...may be its Hindi.
I have to make a poster by the end of this month for ACS
meeting.
I need to learn so much in life as from now onwards......
why am I frustrated?
why am I insecure?
why I feel so lethargic in the morning?

I should keep myself busy.I should think less about
everything else other than my phd.
Doing experiments and getting results should be my prime
focus.
I should......forget it!
Jeena to hai hi......dekhte hain aur kya likha rakha hai is
zindagi mein.

Sometimes, I feel that I am not honest to myself.
hey, I read somewhere that if you feel, world will be sad
but if you think, world will be fun!
these are not the exact words but something similar.....
I should .....fuck off!!!! what is this should/would
nonsense.
Be practical and just go with the flow.
Who cares.........I don't!
hey...yesterday I got two compliments:
one about my hair...from Ashok's wife
another about my smile from Yan.
So, that feel good!




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