Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Comfortable Habits
There's nothing interesting to share about work. It was a
good night. Not too quiet, not too busy. Comfortable
habits (like writing in my diary every night) are hard to
break, so here I am. Even though I wrote earlier :)
I'm SO EXCITED about getting back into the gym tomorrow!
You have no idea how long I've wanted this. As I was
getting ready for work tonight, I thought back to the
place and time where I was most content with my physical
being. There were two times, actually. The first was in
the 10th grade when I'd been cheerleading for awhile. I
was taking a shower, shaving my legs and I noticed that I
had incredible legs. What 15 year old doesn't, I suppose.
But that was the first time I realized I was pretty (and
in damn good shape). The second time was June-ish of 2006.
I'd lost all of my pregnancy weight from Kiki (and then
some) and was strong physically. Unfortunately, my head
was so messed up I couldn't even appreciate it, but now
I'm fine in that regard. Mentally I'm very balanced and in
a good place. I love myself regardless of my size, but
that doesn't mean I wouldn't like to get back in my size
8's :)
I want to get a strong start tomorrow morning, so I'd
better be off to bed now. Ciao!
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