Nic.

The View Of The Oddball
2009-02-22 00:33:52 (UTC)

Curious!

I dont know how to explain it.I guess Im sorta confused.On
the subject of sexuality.I mean when I say that I think
how stupid I sound to be questioning it.But then I see
this girl at my school & I could feel myself trying to
impress her.But the thought of actually "being" with a
girl sounds crazy for myself.And I find all that kissing
is like disgusting.But thats my opinion.I think its just a
phase.I think its because Im so used to trying to impress
guys its just to the point of trying to impress
everyone.Does that make any sense? All I know is that I
ever was really bisexual my mom would literally Disown me!
But I still believe that this is just a phase.I think
maybe because she literally does look like a guy.I just
think of her as one. And its not like I find my friends
hot or anything its just this one girl. Ive never felt
like being with a girl.I mean the second I saw her I
thought she was a guy.Until my friend told me her name!.

Anyway besides that.Theres this guy!.He keeps acting like
he likes me.I mean he flirts and Talks to me whenever he
can.But he wont tell me if he likes me.He says i have to
be patient and that he'll tell me later.But I wana know
now because Im kind of into him.I mean hes EXTREMLY sexc!
And hes so nice & Funni.Wow look at me going on and on
about him.I know I must be annoyin!.Lol

Enough about him.My weekend so far has had the best
moments and the worst.I lost two really great friends
because of my jealousy.But you know what Im moving on.I
have to because there not worth my time.I Liked both of
them.But for them to stop talking to me for the stupidest
reasons.Isnt really worth it now is it.

Anyway about the whole sexuality thing.I only told one
friend(Jessica) Because I know she understands and that I
can trust her so0o0o0o Much! I love how she cares and
tries to help to the best of her ability.Thanx your a
great friend!




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