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My Life Thus Far
2009-02-17 20:41:09 (UTC)

Goodbye To Winter

After attending to the normal Monday routine (Girl Scouts
and grocery shopping) I didn't have it in me to write (or
do anything else for that matter). I couldn't fall asleep,
I just sat on the couch like a bump on a log until I did
finally feel like sleeping; around 3am. Why is it I can be
so drop-dead tired, but I can't fall asleep to save my
life? I can control my mind (to an extent), but sometimes
I feel like I have no control over my body. It does what
it wants, for no reason and it doesn't give me any insight
as to why it's doing it. I feel like I don't know my body
anymore. I've felt worse, don't get me wrong, but I've
felt better, too. Right now it's just the fatigue that's
getting to me. I'm 26 years old, I live a clean life with
minimal stress. I shouldn't feel so worn out.

I'm feeling pretty good today. I need to do the cleaning I
didn't do last night, then I need to figure out what I
want to do with the rest of my day. There are a few things
I need and/or want to do. I've got a couple packages for
Snookie that I need to mail, I could always go shopping
and since the weather has been so nice the past couple of
days I'm kind of getting the gardening bug. I'd love to
get the front garden cleaned up and put some color out
there. I'm so ready to say goodbye to Winter.




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