Truthful

Finding my flow
2009-02-05 12:46:55 (UTC)

Kisse kahoon

I felt irritated or moreso frustrated when anyone ask me
about HIM. I don't like people appreciating him and his
work. I feel so bad because it is not the truth.
I can hear the truth. I know I can.
But it's so humiliting to find people appreciating someone
so week and wrong. What is there behind my frustration???
May be I am jeolous...
I am jeolous because whatever happening is not fair.
Unfairity is cherished everywhere and I have am been
trapped in it unwantedly.
May be the best way is to complete cut-off from him but
how?
Why is he fooling me for so long? or why am I getting
fooled by him?
Why I lack confidence so much?
and then why I feel myself intelligent?
Isn't intelligence comes along with confidence?
or these two are not co-related?
anyways,I think I'll be fine.




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