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My Life Thus Far
2008-10-19 07:26:57 (UTC)

Happy Accident

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I'm sure the prenatal vitamins are starting to work,
because I felt better today. I didn't have a headache all
day (although one is trying to start now). I got a lot of
work done around the house, including laundry, which is my
all-time LEAST favorite household chore. Helena did an
amazing job cleaning up downstairs. I don't want the girls
getting it back into a state of chaos. So, I directed
while the girls picked up the playroom. That's about all.
It was a pretty laid-back day.

I've done a lot of thinking today and I've come to a
decision. I've decided not to try to make friends anymore.
Ever. It always backfires. ALWAYS. I've tried over the
past couple of years to make friends and it always ends in
some sort of fiasco. They're nice to me one minute, then
blaming me for something or accusing me of doing this,
that or the other. Or I get entangled in drama by
association (so and so did this and I'm friends with them,
so I'm hated, too). I end up making enemies instead of
friends or I end up involved in things I'd rather not be
involved in. The few friends I have, I've met by happy
accident. Not to say I'm never going to make a new friend,
I'm just not going looking for them. If they come along,
then it was meant to be. I don't know if the wives that
stood me up last night are out to start any debacles, but
I can't be sure and since our husbands are on the same
ship, I don't want to bring any possible trouble to
Snookums if one of us happens to have a disagreement. I
don't know how to explain what I'm trying to say. All I
know is that when you get a group of catty females
together, nothing good can come of it. And I suspect there
are a couple of felines amidst our little group of Stennis
wives. I'm better off keeping my distance. Ciao.




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