rainy

My heart in a knot
2008-09-26 00:11:30 (UTC)

someone gets it

I want to post a quote from this guy I have been talking to
on myspace...

here it is:

"you've been hurt by a coworker, u still feel the pain, yet
you want him back. ur also hurt by his moving on n it makes
u think it didn mean as much to him as to you. you've
reached out several times in different ways trying to
rekindle but it hasn't happened."


..

I'm so happy to know that someone out there understands how
I feel, especially the part about it not meaning as much to
him as it did to me, even if it were just a small thing,
even if all we did was hold hands for 2 minutes and we
didn't know each other, still it meant something to me and
to have him disregard it as nothing truly hurts.

Tonight we talked for a brief few seconds and he said " you
need to get over it, because there is nothing for you to get
over".. it pissed me off because he's blind. How can he not
see it as a loss on my part? I asked him why he wouldn't
just listen to me and he started to laugh, and said "listen
to what?"

typical, he's gone all hard as if he's forgotten everything,
and I know he will turn everything around to make me look
like the bad person, to save his own ass.


That's enough, I am taking the steps I need to take to fix
myself and to sit here and be angry about it only sets me back.




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