rainy

My heart in a knot
2008-08-31 23:12:47 (UTC)

Happy birthday 2 me!

So today I'm 22, and a few hours ago I did something a bit
crazy, but hopefully I will get some kind of change from it,
be it negative or positive.. although I hope it's positive..
but yet it will still be a change..

So then what did I do??.. well I attempted to talk to sean..
and it didn't go so well.. you see all I wanted was to be
with him.. for my birthday, but no he refused.. and now he
says that he's even more annoyed by me.. so yea.. I failed.

I just wish though he'd give me more insight on to how he
really feels.

I acually just got home about 15minuts ago. after I drove
back from his side of town I was able to see the little club
up the street from me in action.. there were lot's of people
just standing outside, I'm not sure for what but it kind of
looked fun.. of course I just drove by TWICE.. lol the cops
were out there too I guess checking for drugs or something..

I just don't know if the night life is for me, of course it
wouldn't hurt to try it.. I need to try something other wise
I'm screwed.

so right now I'm going to go see if I can get in touch with
sean.. because he won't answer his phone anymore...

oh.. and I am about 2 inches from losing my job... I don't
know if that's a good thing or a bad thing but I will find
out soon.

Today I'm not even sure what I will do... but I will figure
something out and then update...





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