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My Life Thus Far
2008-08-01 19:00:53 (UTC)

The Human Condition

I'm kind of in a cranky mood. I have been since yesterday
evening. Then to top it off I have absolutely nothing
interesting to write about. Which means I don't want to
write, because I'm tired of talking about the same old
shit. I might as well copy and paste what I wrote
yesterday and the day before and the day before that and
so on and so forth. It's stupid. One minute I relish in
the calm normality that is my life, then the next day I
rebel against the constant drone of monotony I live in.
Will I ever be happy with the way things are? Probably
not. It's part of the human condition to always want what
you don't have. I'm not immune.

I'm going shopping today. Normally that would make me feel
better, but Snookums has duty. Which means I'll be taking
the kids with me. This is NEVER fun. I need a new blazer
for work (I refuse to wear my maternity one and we weren't
wearing blazers before I got pregnant. Not that I'd still
fit it anyway, I'm such a fat-ass). I could wait until
tomorrow when Snookums is home to watch the kids or could
come with me, but I really feel the need to get out of the
house today.

I want to buy a treadmill or a Gazelle or some similar
piece of home exercise equipment. I want to work out, but
dragging the kids across town to the gym to work out for
10 minutes before Keenan starts crying or wanting to eat
doesn't sound like fun. Nor does it sound effective.
Walking is great, but I'm limited by what the weather is
doing and there's still the issue of getting the kids
bundled up and in the stroller. Not to mention there's no
bathroom in the event that Kiki needs to go. Not that
she'd tell me she had to go. I want to be able to do
something when the mood strikes me. It better strike me a
lot, because I need all the help I can get. Ciao.




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