rainy

My heart in a knot
2008-07-08 17:07:51 (UTC)

Bored, Hungry, Alone...

So I didn't go to work today... I was just too upset at the
thought of going and being mad the entire time I was there,
I do plan on going tomorrow though, although they may or may
not be mad that I didn't show up today.

Sean was not at work today.. I called to call out and they
didn't say he was there.. so I know this is a part of his
plan. I wish It wasn't this way I wish things could change.

I don't think he will be there tomorrow either... non the
less I will go because I will only be there for a short
while.. even though I know it will feel like forever.

The only thing I have to do now is finish up my assignment,
it should not take me long, 2 hours at the most.. But right
now I'm hungry and there is not much to eat here.. I've been
eating candy most of the day.. candy and other sweet
things.. so my body is craving real food right now but I
don't have anything... Next week I think I will go shopping
and stock up for the coming weeks.. it all depends on my pay
check of course.. The hardest thing about that is finding
foods that are healthy and on the go kind of things.. I can
cook at home and take it with me but that's a whole new
hassle..


Right now I'm so tempted to run out to a fast food place and
get something but I don't really want to.. of course I may
end up doing that because I'm just that hungry.. I'll think
about it.


Well... I just feel like I wasted an entire day.. I did see
some weird things online but it's not like I did anything
great....

Well.. I'm going to go see if I can find some coupons for
something to eat.. later.




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