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My Life Thus Far
My Euphoric High
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I've been very emotional today. On the verge of tears
pretty much since I woke up this morning. I have no reason
to be upset and I don't feel upset. Just emotional. Keenan
has been his usual easy, perfect baby self. The girls have
been good. Nothing distressing has happened. Quite the
contrary. I found out today that Snookums is coming home
Sunday evening! I have to remind myself that I just had a
baby 11 days ago and my hormones are still in a firestorm
through-out my body. I'm probably just flushing out the
last of the pregnancy hormones. Nursing releases it's own
cocktail of hormones, as well. Those are the good kind,
though. The happy hormones. Whatever the cause, I don't
like it. I want my euphoric high back!
When I was pregnant it was such a struggle getting and
keeping the house together. I had to work so hard to do
the smallest things. Just picking something up off the
ground was a challenge. Now, I keep running out of things
to do on a daily basis. Laundry is all caught up, every
room is clean, vacuumed and dusted. The dishes are done.
Bathrooms are clean. I've got nothing to do. Tomorrow I'll
probably cut the grass in the backyard, but it isn't in
dire need of being cut. It's just getting a teeny bit
high. I'll probably do some weeding, sweep up the front
porch. If not tomorrow, then Saturday. I'll get it done
before Snookums comes home. I still have moments when I'd
rather lay in bed, but for the most part I'm always on the
look-out for something to do. Although I don't have a huge
urge to leave the house. If I do, it's not for very long.
I have nothing really to write about, so I guess I'll
close here. I think Keenan and I will retire to the
bedroom for the night. I need to work on getting to bed
earlier. I stay up too late. Ciao.
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