Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2008-06-15 07:00:59 (UTC)

Endured and Survived Twice Before

Just as I suspected, it's almost midnight and in 8 hours
I'll be presenting myself at Labor and Delivery for
induction of possibly the worst pain of my life. Yet, I'm
nowhere near tired or ready to sleep. Chemically induced
contractions sound like they just HAVE to be worse than
the natural ones I've endured and survived twice before. I
should be getting some rest, but I can't! I'm too wound
up. At first I was scared, now I'm excited, anxious, you
get the idea. The best I can do is go about my usual night
routine and hope my busy day knocks me out. I don't know
though. My entire body feels like this: Q@#%^^&**$***^$#&(#
(^&^$##@$#@^$&%&^#@%!@%#@^&^&$%!@#$#@%$^%&%^!#$!@$#@^$&#@$!
$#@$^$^#@%#^$#@%#@%$%^#$%%^$#^@#%$#%&$%%&$%%^*&^**&(^&%*^$!
@$!##@$^&$!#$#%$%^%&(&&%$@!#!%&. That's the best way I can
describe it over the computer :) I'm all wired up and on
edge. Going into labor naturally has the element of
surprise on it's side. Knowing it's coming IS NOT fun.
It's like knowing when you'll die. You may THINK you want
to know, but do you really? Keenan is all over the place,
too. He's probably feeling my nervous energy. Or he's
wound up because he slept all day. Me walking tends to put
him to sleep.

Okay. I need to at least attempt to sleep. I don't know if
I'll have time to write in the morning. But, I'll keep
detailed notes on everything that happens over the next
few days. So, stay tuned...Ciao!




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