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My Life Thus Far
2008-06-13 09:45:35 (UTC)

2:42 AM

It's amazing, the body's ability to keep going when the
mind doesn't think it can do anymore. When I wrote 4 hours
ago, I was exhausted and pretty sure I was going to bed
soon. It's now 2:42 am and I'm still up. Even more
exhausted, but still up!

I went a little overboard. I did all the chores I
mentioned in my last entry and then some. I ended up
vacuuming the entire house (including the stairs) with a
stick vac (because my real vacuum is broken), dusted my
bedroom, cleaned the cat room, I straightened up
everything and sprayed air freshener (the crowning touch,
I guess). The house wasn't in bad shape at all. I just
needed to tweak it back into my kind of shape. Now I can
sleep :)It's kind of sad. Helena hasn't been gone 18 hours
and already my feet have swollen back up to the size
of...I don't know what, but they're really swollen! I walk
around in circles doing the same things over and over
again. But, it somehow makes me happy and keeps me sane.

I'm going to take a shower, curl up in bed and hope sleep
comes quickly and lasts longer than 45 minutes. I hate it
when I wake up every hour. Ciao.




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