Truthful

Finding my flow
2008-05-27 19:14:50 (UTC)

what is the truth?

I want to believe in truth, but problem is what is the
truth or better way of saying is what is my truth?
what do I want? I tend to get nervous very soon partly
because of my family background. They get even more
nervous than that of me!
I don't get courage from them but only help, support and
LOVE. which is not less.I am not complaining.
I can channelize the emotions!
I can get unlasting, unconditional love from my parents.
I can share new thoughts and ideas from Ashfaque or better
way of saying is , can be adventurous with him.
and encouragement and good career suggestions from Sumit.
I have to concentrate on my needs and desire.
I shall struggle more!
get to know my work more.............
Try to meet new and good people.
Develop the strength to face anything!
Just anything....without loosing self-control.
Its important to show oneself happy!
Try to make myself simple and clear proffesionally.
let me start from a scratch!
There is always a beginning and there is never a end!
I am fine!
sometimes I feel Mummy-papa are so pessimistic in life.
They think nothing gonna be better so accept the way
things are....
Its not that I don't want to marry but marry anyone
because I am getting older is a sign of pessimism!
Everyone wants to be free of responsiblity in life....
as soon as possible but why?
why do they think that life is small? why do they fear
having dreams and plan for long term in life.
I feel these so called 'satsangs' are so bad for kids.
They became so submissive in so early in life.
so what if you face failure, but its a nature of living-
being to keep strugging and these art of living teaches you
not to struggle. that so wrong.
It's not bad for people in later part of their lifes but
what about young ones.
I don't want to give up but I do faces hopelessness.
I want my friend and family to support me and get
me going in such situations.
'Koshish' is under our control to great extent.
I shall try. so what if I get depressed for some time but
hope was alive. I wanted to improve and worked for it.
I will try to retain my 'feel good' factor.




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