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My Life Thus Far
2008-05-24 19:30:51 (UTC)

Negativity Without A Cause

I'm kind of in a mood today. So far it hasn't manifested
itself as a bad mood, but it isn't what I'd call a good
mood, either. It's still early in the day, it could go
both ways.

Snookums is irritating me. Which, is sad because I
shouldn't be irritated by him, but I am. The ship is
currently in San Diego. When Snookums is in San Diego, he
hangs out with my dad and brother (which is a good thing,
because he's impressionable and the other sailors are a
bad influence on him). The only downside of the ship being
in port is that Snookums calls me 12 times a day! I'm
constantly scrambling for the phone. I don't want to miss
his call, because he could have something important to
say. I hate it though, because he'll call me, then sit on
the phone and watch tv. He isn't capable of doing two
things at once, so when he's watching tv, he isn't
talking. I've got things I'm trying to do! I'm cleaning,
taking care of kids or animals, getting ready for the
baby. I don't want or like being on the phone all the
time. I can't tell him that, though. I don't want to hurt
his feelings. Good thing we have free mobile-to-mobile
minutes.

I think my mood is bitchy. I'm okay unless provoked. We
all know I'll be provoked many times before the day is
done. I left some snippy feedback on a couple diaries,
which I don't usually do, but they stood out to me and I
decided they deserved it. One was a girl giving other
girls advice on how to be anorexic, but she wasn't
anorexic herself. She just thought it was cool. The other
was someone giving advice to teens on how and when to
masturbate, only every other word was misspelled. They
deserved some negativity in my book. It wasn't blatant
negativity without a cause. I just let them know I thought
they were stupid. It made me feel a little better. They
were new diaries (started within the last week). Which I'm
sure will be abandoned soon. I just hate it when those
kinds of diaries get started here and if I can do my part
to weed them out, then I will! When I look at the recent
entries list, I'm always disappointed to see that all
the "old timers" as I call them, aren't really around
much. What happened to everyone that has been writing for
years? The ones I used to read when I first started
writing here? Now I'm an "old timer". I guess that happens
with time.

I've got three things I wish to accomplish today. Lets see
if I get them done:

*Vacuum the house (no small feat, let me tell you)
*Wash the car (inside and out)
*Finish laundry (washed, dried and put away)

I'm feeling motivated at the moment, so lets see if I can
get it done! I need something to take my mind off the
bitchiness that is trying to consume me. Ciao.




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