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My Life Thus Far
Nauseated and Weak
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I haven't felt very good today :( When I woke up this
morning, I was nauseated and weak. I'd wanted to go
grocery shopping and I need to buy Annie a birthday
present, but I just couldn't get myself up and going. So,
instead I spent the day in bed. Why not? I've been working
hard around the house the past couple weeks. One day of
rest isn't going to kill me. In fact, it's actually good
for me. Tomorrow is a new day. I'm going to take a nice
hot bath, get to bed at a decent hour and try to sleep.
The UPS man didn't come today. I saw him drive by, but he
didn't stop :( I don't understand what is taking that
stupid bouncy seat so long to get here! It shipped the day
after the big stuff, yet it's been three days since I got
everything else and no bouncy seat! So, I'll have to cram
my errands into the morning tomorrow, so I'll be home all
afternoon just in case it comes. I'm trying to understand
why I'm so obsessed with getting this stupid little piece
of baby furniture and the only explanation I can come up
with is nesting. I want everything done and perfect for
when I bring Keenan home. Rationally, I know it won't be,
because I won't be here to keep the girls from tearing the
place apart. I can only hope that Helena keeps a tight
rein on them or cleans it up for me. Lately I've been
devoting 10-15 minutes each evening to cleaning up their
little messes. It helps me keep the place tidy over the
long-term.
Okay. So on my agenda tomorrow:
*Grocery shop
*Buy Annie's birthday present
*Check the mail (I always forget to do that)
*Buy myself flowers (I like to keep them on my nightstand
and one little sprig in a bud vase on the bathroom vanity.
I'm thinking orchids or lilies this time)
Maybe I'll do the dishes before I take a bath. It'll only
take me a minute, but it'll be one less thing I'll have to
do tomorrow. Ciao.
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