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My Life Thus Far
Chinese School Girl
I slept pretty good last night and I woke up to a
beautiful sunny day! I hope it stays this way, because the
forecast calls for mostly cloudy. But then again, the
weatherman isn't always right.
I had some interesting feedback this morning. A message
from a Chinese school girl, who likes my diary. I found
this amazing, because you wouldn't think I had anything in
common with a teenaged girl in China, but that just goes
to show that we're all not that different when you get
down to it. She said that she enjoys reading my diary and
understands how I feel sometimes, because she feels that
way, too. It was pretty cool! Even though I sometimes have
morons say or ask me stupid things (not usually, but it
has happened), I really enjoy the feedback I get. It
reminds me that I'm not alone in my bubble.
Late nights/early mornings (whichever you prefer to call
it. Between 1am-4am) is usually when I fall asleep. Last
night I took a long bath and after soaking for an hour or
so, I crawled in bed and started surfing through the
channels. At that time of the morning there's nothing on
tv. Just infomercials and weird stuff they aren't allowed
to show during the day. Well, I'm sure everyone is
familiar with QVC and HSN (the home shopping channels that
keep old ladies stocked up on polyester big shirts and
culottes). Well, on Oxygen I found a twist on the home
shopping theme. It was Shop Erotic and they were selling
dildo's, dongs, vibrators, strap-ons, harnesses, glass
toys, lubes, you name it. There was a bit of everything
(including a remote control g-spot stimulator that you
wear around under your clothes and let your partner
control with the remote! I almost bought that one!) I was
weirdly interested, because they gave little tutorials on
how the different toys work and what they're used for. I'm
not really bashful when it comes to sex. I have no problem
going into Castle's (my local porn store) and buying
whatever I want. Some of it just doesn't make sense and
who wants to ask the pimple-faced, creepy guy behind the
counter how to use a strap on Venus butterfly? Not to
mention I can't go in there now, unless I find a sitter
for Kiki. So, I think they serve a valid purpose to the
portion of the population that does like toys, but doesn't
(or can't) go to a sex shop. Maybe I'll check out the
website....Yeah, right. The last thing I want right now is
sex. But I'll keep it in mind...Some time around July I
think I'll start to get my sexy back. Even if just a
little.
The girls have their appointment later this afternoon, but
that still gives me time to do something with the rest of
the day. Diaper bag shopping! I'm very drawn to getting
that done, because I want to pack it for the hospital. I
think I'll buy me a new overnight bag, too. I don't feel
like digging through the dirty storage shed to find the
spider-filled ones I keep asking Snookums to keep in the
house, just for that reason. Ciao!
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