Truthful

Finding my flow
2008-04-29 07:35:23 (UTC)

I have to take some dicisions

Only I know what I want. isn't?
Philosophy of 'Wu Wei'
To 'do' without 'doing'
I feel I am not been trained well.
per ab kya ker sakte hain....jeena to padhega hi :-/
I think, its not true that I don't want to work.
The truth is I am so pessimistic about my work.
I don't want to handle instrument since I feel what if it
broke?
I am scared to put effects since I feel what if all my
efforts goes in vein...how miserable I'll feel then?
Ya...I am so scared of failures in life that I rather
prefer to die than to try!
Can you believe this....
I am such a crazy person!
How much I got hurt is different from what I like and
dislike?
I don't like such behavior that you be with someone and
made his/her realise I don't care about you.
It is such a behavioral flaw!
anyways! I don't care ...what I care is my behavior.
'Making Money is not my goal of life....'
I don't care because I don't care.
and I care, because I care.
I want to live more busy and responsible life.
Getting depressing thoughts are not dangerous, but seeking
help from wrong people is really dangerous.
Getting into wrong stuff and wrong people is really scary.
Let me master some technique.
Do little preparation before doing/facing something.it
really helps!
let me concentrate on reading my stuff.
'what is important in life is also time-bound'
'what I want is also time-bound'
I am not the same as I was 10 years ago.
although some characterstics stays on....like boldness,
independence, free-mindset, mood-swings. :-)




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