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My Life Thus Far
Tired+Cranky=Bitchy
I'm so tired all I really want to do is sit down and cry.
I have so much stuff I need to get done. Mainly the
laundry, then some projects I assigned myself (Kiki's
bedroom, the laundry room, the cat room). I think I'm
working too hard and not getting enough sleep, but what am
I supposed to do? There doesn't seem to be a day I can
just sit around the house and do nothing. I'd love to not
have to get up, get dressed, drag Kiki around, getting in
and out of the car. As I look into my future, I don't see
a day this week that I can stay home. Maybe on Thursday
after Kiki's therapy I could spend the rest of the day at
home. I still have to get up early, get dressed and drag
Kiki in and out of the car, so I rest my case. Being a
stay at home mom is more work than I think people give it
credit for being...and I don't get to stay at home all
that much!
Tomorrow I have to run around paying stupid bills I used
to pay online, but can't right now because I STILL don't
have my check card. I have to pay on the washer and dryer,
our cellphones, and the cable. It's not like I can just
ignore them. Bills don't go away, they only get bigger, so
I have to run around all over the place to pay them. I was
hoping to have gotten my card before the 1st of the month
bills needed to be handled, but no. This doesn't help my
disposition at all. Tired Cranky=Bitchy. It's a simple
equation.
I need to get to work. I have SO much that needs to get
done. I bought Kiki's big girl bed today. A twin sized
basic bed. Nothing fancy. I batted my eyelashes and got
them to deliver it for me. The bargain basement place I
bought it at doesn't offer delivery service. But, I pulled
the damsel in distress act and got the manager to bring it
to me. He's got a truck and I don't know where Jason's
truck is at. Somewhere on base in the sea of E-5 and below
parking. Finding it and figuring out how to get the bed
home with the girls in tow, then getting the truck back on
base wasn't going to be an easy proposition, so I found a
way around it.
Thinking about all I need to do isn't making me feel any
less tired. I need to JUST DO IT, as Nike would say. Once
I get motivated, I'll be on autopilot until I reach total
exhaustion around 10pm tonight.
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