rainy

My heart in a knot
2008-02-27 01:05:10 (UTC)

Errr I'm still so mad...

So I'm still really angry about the situation with sean... I
don't know I just feel like he took advantage of me and then
just dumped me on the side of the road when he was finished..

This really annoys me I feel a strong need to let him know
how I feel in a very harsh manner.. Why did this have to
happen??


I am just so upset and angry------ Plus it's like he does
not even care at all--- I swear when I see him I will give
him a piece of my mind--- I should see him in 2 days-- today
is wensday and tomorrow is Thursday--------- I think I will
be so mad I won't be able to control my anger, I'm mad now
and I want to break or hit something.


---- so let me just calm down and talk about something else..


So I still haven't got a car yet.... this annoys me.. but
not as much as the situation with sean... Also I got my
taxes back today so that is good although it seems like some
how they took out some of my money----- I will have to go
back and look at what happened... this really pisses me off
too.. none the less I will be getting a GPS soon for my
car... I hope to have a new car by then.. that way I will
feel more secure. I just really hope I can get a good GPS --
although I'm only going for about $150 in price.. I have one
in mind already--- but we will just have to see--- I really
just want that car now.


Also my hair color is different.. I don't know if this is
good or bad.. it looks ok...sometimes... I don't know it's
not a knock out look that I was looking for or trying to
achieve.. but it's not that bad either.. so for now I will
keep it like this until I can get a few opinions about it
from other people... I mean this was my first time coloring
my hair by myself so it will be good to know what others
think of it.

...


So yea... these are the things going wrong in my life at the
moment.. sean.. my taxes.. my car..my hair..and my personality.

I feel bad and down and sad but I know that these things
won't last for long-- eventually things will change, they
will have to change--- it may be good or bad but still
things will change...


And when those changes happen I will be here to write about
them.. and you can laugh or cry with me...


later




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