rainy

My heart in a knot
2008-02-17 01:56:18 (UTC)

We went out again...

So me and sean when out again... last night.. or friday
night I should say.. the 15th .. the day after v-day... (btw
I had a weird v-day.. nothing special) I will talk about it
later..

So me and sean went to see a movie...(jumper) it was acually
kind of cool... of course by the end of the night I screwed
everything up..as usual. So you want details?

Well the movie started at 10pm and we got there on time--
which was good. He paid for the tickets... which I thought
I'd mention because when guys pay for things they usually
have a reason.. So we went in and watched the movie.. we
talked for a bit before it began.. of course I didn't do
much talking because I was nervous... well at first I was
acually really calm and then out of no where I got really
nervous and started shaking! really weird.. My emotions
change so fast I don't know how to control them..

Ok so as the movie was going on I couldn't decided if I
wanted to kiss him or hold his hand.. and if I did at what
time I would do it. I really wanted to do it then because I
figured we were just going to go home afterwards.. but no.

When the movie was over we went out to his car and this is
when things got bad... for me... yea I screwed things up..
as usual.

You see he lives in a different city then me and he wanted
to know where all the fun stuff was where I lived.. but
here's the thing.. I didn't know! yea so basically we drove
around for like 40-50 mins for absolutely no reason-- it was
my fault, I don't know anything about my own city.. sad.

ok so the rest of this I'm going to make short because it's
really late and I want to get to sleep.

So the rest of the night went something like this:

Car, sit, talk, nothing, sit, smile, laugh, giggle, flirt,
touch, kiss, talk, flirt, hand holding, leaving car, flirt,
kiss, cuddle, kiss, goodbyes.

that's just like a tag if it were a movie or something..

I'll go into details later-- and I'll also explain my v-day..

right now all I can say is that things with sean at work are
weird for me.. and I can't tell if it's my fault or not.. of
course I'll go into detail later...

well..

laterz




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