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My Life Thus Far
2008-02-12 06:12:03 (UTC)

Sad. But Oh So Domesticated

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I've got 15 minutes to write this. Blueberry muffins are
determining how long I can stay on the computer. Aren't I
a sad individual? Yes, I am sad. But, oh so domesticated.

Considering I haven't written in a couple days I thought
SOMEONE would miss me, but I see that isn't the case. I'm
kidding :) Surprisingly enough, I'm in a good mood, which
is due entirely to Gen and Sam (mostly Sam, sorry Gen).
Thanks to my husband's penchant for porn, our poor
computer was overrun with viruses and wouldn't start. I
wanted to kill him, but the crisis has been averted. Sam
simultaneously saved my computer and my husband's life.
All without breaking a sweat.

Nothing has been going on worth writing about. I spent my
weekend in seclusion. Locked in my bedroom. I didn't feel
there was anything for me to get up for. Jason was here
taking care of the girls and since I'm hardly allowed to
lift a finger, what was the point in getting up?

Today was better. I woke up feeling good (probably because
I didn't move for a good 48 hours straight) and wanted to
get out of bed. I didn't want to leave the house, but
we'll do this in baby steps. Before you know it, I'll be
taking walks or something. Yeah, right. I might drop my
baby on the sidewalk.

Annie is doing better, she's got one more day on her meds
and she'll be done. But, now Kiki isn't feeling well. She
told me this morning her right ear is hurting and she's
been running a temperature for the last two days. The poor
baby didn't wake up until 3pm today! I kept checking on
her to see if she was still breathing, but I didn't want
to wake her. I figured her body was taking time to heal.
When she got up, she seemed okay, but didn't run around
too much. She wanted to be held and played with stuffed
animals on the couch. I feel bad for her. She's had so
many ear infections in her short life. I was hoping with
her clean hearing test would come a new chapter in her
life. One that didn't include ear infections.

Physically I feel good today. I've been having a lot of
Braxton-Hicks contractions, which are adding to my
suspicions that me this baby might not go to full term. It
isn't the Braxton-Hicks in and of themselves that are
making me think that, it's just the whole pregnancy in
general. I feel like I'm not doing as well as I did with
Annie or Kiki. The baby seems to be doing okay, but I
think I'm ready for that ultrasound just to make doubly
sure. I'll schedule it tomorrow, if I can.

My muffins are done. Time to go. Ciao :)




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