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My Life Thus Far
2008-01-05 04:46:51 (UTC)

Sacrificing Our Bodies

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I can't even express how glad I am today is over. It's
Friday, I get to sleep in tomorrow and I don't have to be
friendly, pleasant, cheerful or helpful in any kind of
way. Saturday and Sunday are my bitch days. I get to be
crabby, unhappy, uncomfortable and unpleasant ALL weekend.
What more could a girl ask for?

The skin on my abdomen is dry, tight and uncomfortable.
I'm getting too big for my own skin! What am I supposed to
do about this? I can only slather on so much cocoa butter.
I'm starting to feel like a greased pig! I remember
feeling this way with Annie and Kiki too, but you put the
discomforts of pregnancy out of your mind once it's over.
Then, over time you forget kind of entirely, which is why
woman do it over and over again. Even though we (us repeat
offenders) know it SUCKS. The fate of the world depends on
us woman sacrificing our bodies for the sake of
procreation. Men have it so easy. Bastards. I wonder how
long mankind can go without having any babies before
humanity is in jeopardy? Maybe I'll Google that sometime.
I'm sure there's a lot of opinions revolving around that
one.

So, I took a bath with that Raspberry Cosmo stuff I bought
yesterday. It smells very yummy, I'll admit. Snookums
couldn't resist it. He requested that I take another bath
with it tonight. I hope that doesn't mean I'm in for the
same thing that happened to me last night. I hate sex. I
don't want to do it again. I managed to go 10 days without
having to do it, I expect at least 10 days until I have to
do it again. No nookie for Snookie. That's what I tell
him :) He hates it when I say that, but I'm all sexed out.
I don't want anything to do with it. I don't want to have
it, talk about having it, think about having it. I want it
to go away. Sex is nothing but trouble. It's not worth the
momentary bit of pleasure it occasionally provides (when
the man knows what he's doing).

Work was busy. I hate semi-annual. It started too soon
after holiday. I didn't get much of a break from constant
rushes. I'm looking forward to working two or three days a
week and having the rest of my time free. I'm looking
forward to getting back in the gym (I'm sure I'll feel
better) and having time to do things I enjoy. I started
reading a new book last night. River, Cross My Heart. It's
an Oprah book club selection. So far it's good. I'll give
you the synopsis after I get more than two chapters into
it. Anyhow, I'm ready for a break. Ciao for now.





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