Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
We Can Only Hope
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My day of rest has been more of an annoyance than the
bliss I'd been hoping for. While trying to rest, all of my
little ailments of pregnancy were making themselves known.
If I lay in one position too long, something fell asleep
or I got heartburn. My back is killing me, I didn't get as
much sleep as I'd hoped for because ever 5 minutes I had
to move for one reason or another and I keep having to
pee. I'm just not a happy camper. I've decided that work
is better than days off. Work takes my mind off of my
minor physical complaints and makes time go by faster.
Work keeps me moving, which helps with the aches and pains
I get in my back and legs (damn sciatic nerve). This is
starting much earlier than before. I didn't start having
leg and back pain with Kiki until I was about 20 weeks.
I'm only 13 weeks as of now and already I'm done with
this. June just can't come fast enough.
So, here I am at 1:30am wide awake writing in my diary. I
should be asleep right now. I have to get up first thing
to take Kiki to therapy, but instead I'm up. Not sleeping.
Why? Because being pregnant sucks! Go ahead you naysayers
with all the pregnancy is beautiful crap. I've done this
enough times to know it ain't that beautiful. Is it cool
that the female body is capable of squeezing another human
out? Yes, but beautiful is a bit much.
Since I have nothing nice to say. I'm not going to say
anything else. Maybe tomorrow I'll be in a better mood. We
can only hope. Ciao.
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