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My Life Thus Far
Death Would Be A Better Option
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I just got home from work. Man, I'm tired from working so
much lately. I can't complain too much, though. I'm just
glad to be feeling well enough to work. This time last
month all I wanted to do was die. At least now I don't
feel like death would be a better option.
Work was good. I swear, this baby is sapping all the
intelligence from my brain. I rushed and rushed to make
sure I got to work on time, only to find out once I was
there and clocking in that I was an hour early. So, I
clocked out and went to lunch. I went to Sbarro's and got
the mushroom chicken over penne, but it was too rich and I
ended up just eating the chicken. I just can't do the rich
junk foods like I could before. I consider that a good
thing, though. Less weight to lose when the baby is born.
Tonight for dinner I'm craving steamed vegetables, so I'm
going to break out the steamer and hook myself up. I'm
looking forward to that! Anyhow, I digress. Once I was
there on time, work went well and flew by quickly. I ended
up staying a half hour later because we were short
staffed, but I hardly noticed.
Samantha (the girl at work who found out she was pregnant
in April and flaunted it in my face. Unintentionally, I'm
sure) came into work with her new baby this afternoon. A
boy named Cooper, which she had by c-section on Wednesday.
So sad for her she had to spend Thanksgiving in the
hospital. I can't imagine anything Naval Hospital had to
offer would be as good as anything home cooked. I'm still
a little bitter about her and her baby. I know I shouldn't
be, but my due date would have been December 1st. It's a
date both Ron and I will probably never forget. I wish he
hadn't talked me into doing what I did. But, everything
happens for a reason, I've been told. Maybe this baby I'm
carrying now will be president someday and I never would
have had this baby if I'd kept his. Either way. I feel
like it's a lose-lose situation for me. Why did things
have to turn out the way they did?
I'm getting hungry, so I guess I'll go get started on
those steamed veggies. Ciao.
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