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My Life Thus Far
2007-11-13 18:10:36 (UTC)

This Isn't So Bad

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As trivial as this may sound, I somehow felt compelled to
write about it. Not later tonight like I normally would,
but right now. While the emotion is fresh.

I was just checking my myspace. As I do at this time, most
mornings. When I noticed that I am no longer Ron's #1
friend. The new girl he's dating, Nicole is. When I first
noticed it, I had to take a moment to go within myself and
ascertain my feelings. I even asked myself "how do you
feel about this"? I was surprised to realize that...I'm
okay! Really. I'm not crushed. It hasn't ruined my day.
I'm not going to crawl back in bed and mope. I'm really
and truly okay with it. I'm in a way, kind of glad that he
likes her enough to make her his #1 friend (the spot he
saves for love interests, I'm assuming). I've come to
accept that Jason is my husband and I need to let go of
the memory of Ron all together. Not forget about him
totally, but forget what it was like to be with him. You
know.

This isn't so bad. Not at all...




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