Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
HI EVERYBODY!
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The most important thing is this: to be able at any moment
to sacrifice what we are for what we might become.
Charles Du Bos
www.motivateus.com
I feel absolutely retched. I can't really describe how bad
I feel only that I feel really bad and I wish I didn't,
but I do, what can I do about it? The only consolation I
have is that it's not nearly as bad (knock on wood) as it
was with Annie or Kiki. Annie being by far the worst, with
Kiki a close second. Maybe pregnancy does get easier every
time? I'm not going to find out, because this is my last.
I don't think I could do this again. I don't know how that
one lady with the 15 kids does this time after time. Is
she out to break some record?
I still don't feel much up to writing, but since I can't
remember the last time I wrote, I figured it was about
time I sucked it up and wrote something. I just feel so
bad. Sitting in front of the computer is hard.
Concentrating through the waves of nausea is next to
impossible at times. But, I've whined enough. I got
knocked up, this is my cross to bear for at least the next
6 weeks.
You haven't missed out on much lately. I haven't been
getting into much trouble seeing as how I feel like crap.
I've been working somewhere between 20 and 25 hours a
week ,which is ideal. Less would be even better. I come
home and wilt into bed like a leaf and pray for sleep
until I have to do it again the next day. I'm so done with
the first trimester.
That's all for now. I'll try to write more now that I'm
starting to accept my discomfort (or maybe it's reached a
plateau). I promise I won't complain endlessly about my
condition. After all, this is my cross to bear, not
yours :) Ciao.
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