yes i'm a bitch just not urs

U blew it. .
2007-10-21 06:59:46 (UTC)

Moving and all the shit that goes with it.

I'm feeling nostalgic right now.... as you know i'm in the process of packing my
shit and moving. Went through the box of old school letters mostly from the
exbestest friend. Purged everything. It was liberating. I just kept asking
myself...what am i holding on to....the answer, nothing really.... I also got rid of
all of eds letters too. Save for a few pictures....and cards and a yahoo
messanger from a guy who was a booty call...god i miss him...I feel good. =)

So i'm just taking a break from my cleansing process. I'm gonna keep a lot of
stuff that i don't need, here at my fathers house. Books, Video tapes, Whats left
of my NKOTB collection which consists of 2 giant rubbermaid totes. One filled
with posters and the other with magazine clippings and sheets and assorted
merchandise....

The only thing left to go through are the stuffed animal collection....i've done
this before...and am down to the most sentimental ones. But still they are
huge...I also have about a dozen of both boyds bear cats and beanie baby cats.
That i spent a fricking fortune on in the last 10 years. I stopped buying any
more stuffeds about 3 years ago.... i'm a big girl....

I'm still feeling lonely...and i have a feeling that my relationship is
over....yes...again. But it feels totally different now....I'm just feeling lonely and
nostalgic for a jacuzzi and some wine...and mirrors on the ceiling and the smell
of irish spring sport soap....mmmmmm yummy. Snap out of it girl....lol...

wow....=P




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