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My Life Thus Far
An Out Of Order Entry
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The brain gives the heart its sight. The heart gives the
brain its vision.
Kall
http://www.heartquotes.net/Brain.html
I'm not sure why I'm writing right now. This is an out of
order entry. I usually write at night. But, anyhow. I have
nothing of interest to say, really. I just woke up about
10 minutes ago to Snookums phone call (he had duty last
night). As much as I love that man I absolutely HATE that
he calls me constantly all day. I've never been a big
phone person. I prefer e-mail or occasionally in person
(if I can tolerate the person). But, phone calls cripple
me. I can't do anything while I'm on the phone. I like to
keep them short and to the point. Why the hell am I
rambling on about phone calls first thing in the morning.
I should go back to bed...But that's a luxury I don't have
this week. I'm booked solid.
As much as I know Snookums would have a royal conniption
if he knew, he's proven completely oblivious in the "spy
on your wife" department and even if he does read this,
what's he going to do? Seriously? So, last night Ron came
over. We didn't do anything (I'm SO not in the mood, even
for Ron's expertise). We sat on the couch and talked.
Well, I watched Court TV and listened. Ron did most of the
talking. It was very relaxed. Very friendly. I still have
feelings for him. I can't deny that, but I'm trying to be
faithful to Jason. I gave him this promise ring a couple
of weeks ago and already I've violated the promise once,
so I'm trying to work on that. I guess the old adage "once
a cheater, always a cheater" is true. At least in my case.
Maybe that's why I wrote. I wanted to let you know about
that before Jason is home, breathing down my neck,
watching my every move on the computer. He doesn't bring
the affair up, but it HAS to be in the back of his mind. I
know it would be on my mind if the roles were reversed and
I felt strongly about fidelity, which I don't, but
whatever. You know what I mean.
I have to go now. I need to get the girls out of the tub
and into some clothes and I need to get myself ready as
well. Kiki has therapy today. I'd like to not be late for
once. Ciao
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