yes i'm a bitch just not urs

U blew it. .
2007-08-18 06:25:49 (UTC)

he is.

he is avoiding me.
I am at the end here.
So tired of pretending.
He does not want to be with me.
And yet we are both pretending.
I just don't want to admit that this is the end.
My feelings are hurt.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I'm not gonna call.
I'm not gonna even bother.
I want to be with somebody good.
Somebody worthy of my love. *yeah it sounds so cliche, so
fucking lame. Could really be anybody. *
He doesn't want to see me.
I am so disappointed.

I still think he is seeing somebody else.
He hasn't seen me for over a month.
I'm starting to feel sick.
I'm hurt.
I'm sad.
I never cheated on him.
I would never cheat on him.
I need to go make an appointment to get tested, just to make
sure.

I don't want to feel like this.
I'm unhappy.
I'm lonely.
I'm done.




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