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My Life Thus Far
2007-08-04 08:24:13 (UTC)

Tired Beyond Belief

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Every mountain means at least two valleys.

Anonymous

I don't intend to write much. I just didn't want to go to
bed without writing something. I'm not feeling very well
today. It's either a cold or allergies, but either way,
it's really kicking my butt. Tamara was going to send me
home today, but we were so short staffed, she couldn't
spare me. Work was still good thought. Barbara gave me
some Sudafed and that helped a little, but it didn't get
rid of the heaviness in my chest. That will only go away
when I cough up some of the crap that's stuck inside of it.

It's been great having dad here. I hadn't realized how
much I missed him, until I saw him at the airport last
night. Going to San Diego and seeing him for the first
time in years was a major change for me. A huge event in
my life and I don't want a year to pass that we don't get
to spend some one-on-one time together. I won't let it
happen, no matter where the Navy may take me.

I had a therapy session this morning. I completely spaced
about it yesterday, so we rescheduled for today. Dr.
Martin and I have reached a stalemate. I don't think he's
got anything else to offer me and I think he might be
frustrated with me, because he's not getting through to
me. His religiousness turns me off on so many levels, that
it's hard for me to follow his advice, but as a person I
value his opinion and enjoy talking with him. I'm not
atheist, I'm just not a "believer". It just isn't in me.

I didn't go out tonight. Between not feeling well and only
getting 2 and a half hours sleep last night, I was in no
mood to go clubbing. Maybe tomorrow. I fully intend to
sleep in tomorrow. I have nothing I need to get up for.
Other than the laundry, although I'd like to ignore it.

I'm so going to bed now. I'm tired beyond belief. Ciao
until tomorrow.




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