Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2007-08-01 05:31:43 (UTC)

Anatomically Correct Baby Doll

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Recovery is a period of growth, self-discovery, and
healing.

Anna Marie Edwards

I've had a brain fart. All of a sudden I can't remember a
damn thing I wanted to write...Work, gym, the usual. I'm
sure there was something interesting to share. Some tidbit
of excitement, polka dotting my day. I'll just go on as
usual, maybe something will come to me...

Work went by quickly. I had an opening shift today. 9-
1:30pm, but I got off at 1pm because it was slow. I love
my job, but it is just that, a job and who doesn't like
getting off work early?

I met up with Gen, Sam and Cyrus at Starbucks. Gen wanted
to show off her new car. A red '04 Toyota Matrix. It's
cute, but I'm still in love with my Impala! We've bonded.
I got out in the parking lot of Dollar Tree to put tire
shine on. They were starting to look a little dull. That
wasn't as bad as the guy at Starbucks that got out and
buffed the door of his Infiniti, why I couldn't tell. The
rest of the car was dusty. All he managed to do was leave
an auspicious clean spot on the driver's side door.

After Starbucks, I went to the gym. I wasn't feeling
terribly motivated to do my daily 1000, but I pushed
myself through it. Physically, I'm feeling a little
drained. Mentally, I'm doing fine, but my muscles are
sore. In time that will pass, but getting through it is
taking it's toll. Not to mention my body is on the fritz
again. For the past two days I've been spotting. It's
nowhere near time for my period. I haven't started birth
control or anything. It's weird. I'm sure it's nothing
more than just a little breakthrough bleeding, but it's
irritating nonetheless.

I saw something interesting when I went to pick Kiki up.
She was sitting on a little kiddie couch reading a story
to a completely naked, anatomically correct baby doll. He
was a life-sized newborn, complete with an uncircumcised
penis and scrotum. I thought that was a little odd. I
never had anatomically correct dolls when I was a kid. I
mentioned it to her teachers and they said the girl dolls
are "complete" as well. Whatever. I'm not worried about my
children being exposed to sex. Actually, I welcome it.
Maybe it will help them in the long run. Being completely
ignorant to all things sexual didn't help me any growing
up. I don't want history repeating itself.

Well, that's all. I can't remember the interesting thing I
wanted to share, so maybe it wasn't that interesting at
all. I'm going to bed now. I need to get more than 4 hours
sleep at least once this week. Ciao.




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