yes i'm a bitch just not urs

U blew it. .
2007-06-08 16:55:29 (UTC)

today is the day.

Getting ready to see my honey.
4 days together.
I miss him so much.
I love you baby.

I have this friend who i met online...because he was a friend of a friend of a
friend. He's my friend from high schools sister inlaws friend. We went out to
lunch and have been chatting ever since. He calls me frequently but since i'm
prepaid...i don't answer or can't spend lots of time on my cell. Which is a
good thing. He is a nice guy. But i'm not interested in pursuing anything
with him, i'm not attracted to him *and hello i'm engaged* *He has 2 kids and
an exwife that he spends weekends with. So there i was innocently chatting
with him last night and he tells me that hes been thinking of me and wants to
hold me and how he thinks i'm sexy and all kinds of things. Our chat was
starting to get very uncomfortable.
I don't get it. He told me he was gonna call me in the morning because he's
off today... He wants to have lunch and be close to me. Not gonna happen.
Not gonna happen.
I like talking to him online. But don't really see the need to become friends in
real life too. I don't know....

I spend way too much time online. Too many guys on my messenger who
want to "talk" or do other things. I usually end up being rude and ignoring
them. I've stated my dating situation time and again. I'm engaged, therefore
not available to date/hookup with/have sex with. I try to be nice about it,
but the guys continue to keep bugging me. Maybe its time to change my
screenname. Its a thought.

i have alot on my mind lately. With work and going back to school and
financial issues. I'm feeling depressed again, well...a little depression....and
quite a bit of anxiety about how i'm gonna deal and get everything taken
care of.
There just isn't enough money....=(

Well anyways... I'm taking the weekend off...
Laters...




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