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My Life Thus Far
2007-05-30 03:44:48 (UTC)

Wow, I'm Bitchy

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I'm tired. For some reason I had a hard time getting to
sleep last night. I laid in bed and thought. I usually
fall asleep to the tv's background noise, but I had a
headache and couldn't stand the noise and flickering
bluish light. So, I turned it off. The inside of my head
was just as loud as the infomercial for quick and easy
money I'd turned off. It was a no-win situation. I
eventually fell asleep sometime after 3am.

I was supposed to have an appointment with Dr. Martin this
morning, but I didn't wake up until 7:15. My appointment
was at 8am. There was no way I was making it. So, I called
and rescheduled. Maybe when I see him on Thursday, he'll
be inclined to give me something to help me sleep. Since,
I was 15 minutes late last week and had to reschedule this
week due to oversleeping. If I could just fall asleep at a
decent hour, all would be fine. Why is it so difficult for
me?

I had a short day at work, which was lovely. 9-1:30. I
didn't get out until 2:30, because my replacement was too
busy having an emotional breakdown in the bathroom to
relieve me on the floor. I may sound cold and callous, but
I don't like other people's issues interfering with my
life. I try to keep my issues to myself. At least at work.
If you can't function, don't come. But, don't expect me to
cover for you. Wow, I'm bitchy.

I had to endure a chastising conversation with Annie's
teacher this afternoon. Apparently, Annie hasn't been
doing her homework...for months. She hasn't turned
anything in since before Spring Break, back in April. Why
her teacher is just now choosing to tell me about it, I
don't know, but it's very annoying. Annie has come up with
so many lies as to why she wasn't doing her homework, I
don't even want to hear them anymore. Part of me doesn't
care. I'm too busy being selfish and dwelling in my own
problems to wonder what has gotten into that child. Why
can't she just do what she's supposed to do? I'm trying to
hold on to my sanity by a thread, deal with Kiki's issues
and now Annie's. I'm not strong enough for this.

As much whining as I've done in this entry, in all
actuality, I'm feeling okay. If I don't think about things
too much, life is just rosy. Ciao.




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